Monday, April 30, 2012

It's like forgetting the words to your favorite song.

I've been feeling very anxious lately - you know.. the uneasy feeling that you get when there's an important test coming and you know that you haven't studied enough, or that constant feeling that something bad is going to happen. Anyways to shake this madness and reset that little brain of my mine I took some time off on Thursday and just went for a long walk accompanied only by my trusty camera and Bed Gibbard's amazing voice. I even left my phone at home, not because anyone would try to reach me.. ever, but just so that I wouldn't check the time in every two minutes and think how much work I could have done. Anyways.. as I was walking I tried to figure out what it is that's been bothering me lately, needless to say - I still have no clue. So I guess I just need to rewind and find my Zen. But for the time being that walk with myself was enough. Besides I cant remember the last time I just went out and took just some photos - not fashion or school related - just nice little moments that I find are worth capturing. So I hope this post isn't too boring and you like the photographs.. oh and be sure to tell me what you think. :)

Viimasel ajal on kuidagi väga rahutu olemine - teate küll.. selline tunne, mis oli põhikoolis enne kontrolltööd, kui teadsid, et sa pole õppinud või see vastik "kohe-kohe juhtub midagi halba". Igastahes võtsin, siis neljapäeval aja maha ja käisin üle pika aja niisama sihitult uitamas. Saatjaks oli Ben Gibbardi imeline hääl ja semu kaamera, isegi telefoni jätsin koju.. üldse mitte sellepärast, et ma nüüd hämmastavalt populaarne oleks ja keegi mind pidevalt kätte üritaks saada, aga sellepärast, et mul ei tekiks tahtmist iga kahe minuti tagant kella vaadata ja mõelda, kui palju tööd ma selle aja jooksul oleks võinud ära teha. Igastahes nii ma siis käisin ja vaatasin ja mõtlesin.. ja ega ma suurt midagi välja ei mõelnudki. Tahaks lihtsalt teada kuhu ma oma zeni olen ära kaotanud.Ja kuna ma üldiselt suuremat sorti piinatud geenius ei ole ja olen alati suutnud endaga hästi läbi saada, siis see, et mind juba pikemat aega selline rahutus kiusab, näitab ainult seda, et kuskil on midagi nihusti ja alateadvus üritab nagu jonniv laps sellest märku anda. Niisiis tuleb katse-eksitus meetodiga hakata vaikselt testima. Praeguseks aga piisas sellest, et sain lihtsalt niisama pildistamas käia ja seda üldse mitte moe või kooliga seoses.. vaid lihtsalt niisama.. enda rõõmuks. Igastahes siin ongi nüüd mõned muhedad hetked, mis olid jäädvustamist väärt - ma väga loodan, et meeldivad. Olge tublid mu hiirekesed! :)

(I used CanonEOS 600d and 50mm lens for the photographs)
Regina Spektor - Eet

69 comments:

  1. i love your pictures.. :)

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  2. i fall in love with your eye at the world :)

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  3. inspiring!

    Bises,
    monkeyshines
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  4. Your photography is so beautiful and crisp. Could look at it all day.

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  5. Beautiful photos! And I like floral headband <3

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  6. So beautiful photographies ! <3

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  7. I actually need to do that more often, take random photos. Great job you did! I always enjoy your posts =)

    Style in the City

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  8. So beautiful photo!

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  9. Your photos are always amazing and beautiful!

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  10. Love this photos *.*
    love your blog

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  11. i need to find the time to do this. everything just gets too busy sometimes!
    x

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  12. These photos are gorgeous! You live in such a pretty place. I love what you focus on in your photos. Very unique.

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  13. I think these photos are still lovely and captivating! I love this.
    Hope you find your zen soon. I know the stress that comes from being anxious.

    Trendy Teal

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  14. nature's beauty at her finest! i hope your anxiousness subsides.

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  15. wonderful post with inspiring pictures :)) xx

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  16. I always absolutely love your photos. They have such an enchanted feeling to them. I hope you find that Zen and don't worry about the small things! You're an amazingly talented and creative person!

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  17. You take the most beautiful photos!

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  18. Very beautiful photos, gorgeous details and views on them.
    Sometimes it's very important to just take time for yourself, be on your own... :)

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  19. No, it sure wasn´t a boring post! All of the photos are magical, as always.

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  20. Lovely photos :) I love your key necklace!

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  21. Mul tekib tihti selline tunne, kui mul on liiga palju kohustusi kaelas (lähenevad tähtajad koolis, palju tööd). Kui see on aga ilma otsese põhjuseta olnud, olen mingi huvitava plaani ette võtnud, sest enamasti on see rutiinist tulev tüdimus olnud.

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  22. Amazing! I must go out and take some photos too!

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  23. vao, sul on ''läbi väikse klaasitüki roheline näib maailm'' pilt :)

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  24. love the flower hair thing :)

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  25. beautiful!!!! :-)

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  26. Lovely pics and landscape!

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  27. Stunning pics!

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  28. Lovely post! Not boring at all, real & pure.

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  29. great photos as always! :)
    As I watched them I felt relaxed immediately (:
    These are so lovely, especialy the ones with yoy holding photographs of sky (:
    Good luck with studing:) (mine puffs me out!)


    Hugs,
    AnnG

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  30. These are so gorgeous <3 As always you take amazing shots! X

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  31. I felt so good reading that post. I've been feeling the same recently.. and yes its so nice to just drop everything and just listen to your own inner voice. Freedom!

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  32. as always: LOOOOVE THEM ;) <3

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  33. awesome pictures. i love the first one♥

    xx Gina

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  34. Your pictures are always so cute! I love the one with the piece of the broken bottle)

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  35. Wowww amazing! I enjoy everything you post :)xx

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  36. Your pictures makes me feel so easy inside <3 they are all wonderfull

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  38. Amazing post, as always! <3

    xoxo
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  39. amazing photos!
    the colors are brilliant.

    not to mention the amazing song you quoted :)

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  40. Hi!

    I'm loving your blog, pics and everything ♥!
    Do you have an instagram account? <:

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    1. Thank you so much, but no, I don't have and instagram account :)

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  41. perfect :D

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  42. läbi väikse klaasit8ki roheline näib maailm...

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  43. you live in a beautiful place :)

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  44. These are so beautiful, I love the piece of glass, theres something very peaceful about it.

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  45. Hello!!!
    I love your blog!!
    I just found it!!!

    I made a blog a month ago and i would appreciate it if you could check it out and follow if you like it!

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  46. oh wow, these shots are amazing !
    great blog xx

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  47. Hei! Mis fonti sa postitustes kasutad ? :)

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  48. http://www.photoblog.pl/orsensi/122569418 <- it's fake :O

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  49. Very nice, thanks for sharing.

    Anna @ sewa elf

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  50. Beautiful photos as always! Simple, everyday moments are often the most impactful. Wish I knew how to photograph as you do! xo

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  51. amazing images! you always get me inspired =) [the puddles is the grass with trees were my fav pictures!]

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  52. Great post and lovley Pictures <3

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  53. i love your ring. where did you get it if you don't mind telling me. >_<

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  54. oooohhh! i envy you! i've always had this feeling of getting away for a day if i have a lot of worries going on in my head. just go out of the house, go to random places and stuff, but the problem is, i just don't know where or even where to start!
    btw, this post is so inspirational! i loveee! <3



    -adele
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