Wednesday, March 16, 2011

On sleepless roads the sleepless go.

My pup has been sick for a few days now, but today it got a lot worse so I had to take her to the emergency vet. I could just feel my eyes starting to water and stomach turning into nuts, when I stood there waiting for the doctor. But Nossmon was such a brave little bunny and didn't even make a sound when the doctor enjected her with painkillers using the biggest most horrific needle (!!!) - unlike me, who was crying like a baby. Sometimes I just wish that I could be child so that my mother could tell me that pupster is going to be okay.. and I would so naively believe her. But I guess it's just a part of being an adult - there are no shortcuts, no stories about little farms where the animals can go and play and live forever - you just have to learn how to deal with things like this, with all the pain and the heartache. I left with a tired little puppy and a handful of medicine - so the next few days are going to be crucial. I just really hope that she's going to make it and everything will be okay. And hopefully I can pull my act together by the time of my interview.. needless to say that I'm sobbing all over the computer as I'm writing this. Wish us luck!

(CanonEOS 400D and 50mm lens)
M83 - Too Late

64 comments:

  1. Awww poor baby I hope she makes a quick and full recovery xoxo

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  2. I hope she does better soon. On the photo you really can tell she's going thru something. Its a very pretty dog, looks like you brush her a lot.

    Nice Pictures xoxo

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  3. your dog is so sweet! :)

    www.styleinsmalltown.blogspot.com

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  4. I wish you good luck!!! All will be ok with your puppy!

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  5. i feel you.
    i've been into surgery with my kitten last autumn and i've cried for days and it was a horrible period. yet now i'm dealing with dog killers around my neighbour and i saw one taking away in chains and cruelty one of my dearest of them all. it's still haunting me at nights and i know nothing good will ever happen to those souls that are out there, with no one to protect them and i guess i'll never understand why God allows people like those live or live in peace.
    i just don't get it.
    and it tears me apart.

    anyways, i'm sorry for talking about sad things.
    you just have to find somehow the power to be brave and kind for Nossmon so that she can use your good energy to fight and heal.

    love,
    a dreamer.

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  7. oi kui kurb :( loodan et ta saab varsti terveks !
    ja väga ilusad pildid ;)

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  8. Oh gosh, even though we don't know each other, think that i'm tightly holding your hand. I really can understand, i'm passing through the exact same thing right now..
    Wish her the best <3

    xx V.

    http://theothersideoftrendsetters.blogspot.com/

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  9. Awww, I hope your little pup is going to be okay :(
    I've had lot's of animals in my life too and it's been always hard to let go! Even tho' my mom used to say too "everything's going to be okay and she'll be in better place"

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  10. Good luck girl, I'm sure everything will be fine... I know what you're feeling right now, but you have to keep calm, 'cos your pup needs you to be able to handle every situation.
    I'm sure she'll be okay soon, don't worry...
    Good luck, again.
    -Nico-

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  11. Soovin , et ta ikka terveks sul saaks !
    Edu ja paljupalju jõudu teile mõlemale ! :)

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  12. we all know your pup will be ok :----))
    good luck for her(:



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  13. Good luck, I hope she gets better really really soon!

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  14. Pisar tuli silma, kui seda lugesin, sest ma olen ise hull koertefänn, aga kahjuks mul endal koera ei ole. Ma väga loodan, et asjad lähevad paremaks ja ta saab oma elujõu tagasi ning sina oled jälle rõõmus.

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  15. aw your poor little pup! hope she feels better soon.

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  16. i have followed your blog such a long time and didn't know that you have a dog! hoping she will get well soon!

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  17. the second last photo <3 i love the colours and the feeling in your photos so much!

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  18. You have a really cute dog and I wish you and your dog all the best. Hope your pup gets better soon.

    I adore the second photo, really lovely colours (Agree with SAARA)
    And the song is good to! :)

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  19. Hope your puppy will be better!

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  20. Oh I really do hope she gets better soon! :)

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  21. lots of strength and love for your puppy and for you! <3 me and my doggy wish her luck :-)

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  22. loodan südamest, et temaga saab kõik korda ja teda ootab veel pikk-pikk elu! sina aga ole tugev ja nii annad ka talle elujõudu juurde :) koerad ju tunnetavad peremehe emotsioone väga hästi.

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  23. I'm so sorry about your little puppy, she's precious. My prayers are with you and her xx
    http://violetheartsmanyshadesofpurpe.blogspot.com

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  24. love you header and the pictures :D

    http://sunrisehuman.blogspot.com/

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  25. Aww, poor pup :(

    I wish her the best! *.*

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  26. Kertii Hi, My name is Camila and I'm from Brazil.
    The one week I'm visiting your blog ..
    Tie an indication you did there, I hope you do not mind.
    I lived a situation like yours, this week.
    My dog got sick, she had pneumonia and was very weak.
    The vet gave her medication for many. She had to be hospitalized on Monday, but unfortunately she died yesterday morning. I hope your dog improves, because I'm crying a lot for mine.
    In my blog has pictures of my dog Mel, if you want to visit, I'm waiting.
    Good weekend.

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  27. Все будет хорошо! Верь! Иначе невозможно жить, если не надеяться на лучшее.

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  28. Ooo...I feel so sorry for your dog !! I hope she gets better <3.
    She is stunning and the photos are great

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  29. FANNED!
    lovely pictures and great photo effects! honestly - envios!

    xx
    herphotograph.blogspot.com

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  30. Hope your puppy feels better! beautiful photos though!

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  31. oh,hope your puppy gonna be ok!
    Amazing photos, like always ;)

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  32. Aw, I hope your dog will be okay! :)

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  33. don't worry, your dog will get back to being normal in no time! stay strong!
    ♡, buttercup buttons

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  34. :O Your dog is sososo cute! And don't worry, I'm sure your dog will be fine! I have a dog as well and if anything is wrong the vet will tell you. Good luck with your interview!

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  35. I hope your dog stay better in a few time
    i love you blog!
    kisses from italy :)<3

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  36. Hoian kutsile pöialt.

    P.s väga ilus blogi

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  37. love love love it!!!!
    great style
    follow u now!
    xoxo=P

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  39. I'm writing from Italy, and i know that my english isn't perfect, but i wanted to write u.
    I know how do u fell in this moment. My dog died last Agoust, and i cryed every day like in these day.I hope she does better soon. <3
    Xoxo
    :)

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  40. Ma hakkasin seda lugedes praktiliselt töinama, minu kutsu ei pidanud vastu kui ta haige oli ja iga kord lugedes kellegi lemmiklooma kohta midagi kurba, tuleb kõik jälle meelde ja ajab nii nutma.
    Ma loodan et Sinu pisike saab terveks!

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  41. You've got great photography skill - Well done! Hope you're dog's better :)

    Andrea (Malta's Euroskills guy :P)

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  42. Heihops teile mõlemale!
    See on mu esimene kommentaar sinu blogile üldse. Aga ma tahtsin lihtsalt öelda, et ma loodan, et su pisi-tibu saab terveks ja et kõik läheb hästi! Su tibu on üliarmas!

    Eliise aka pikakarvalise taksi omanik

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  43. New post, please! i love your photos!
    oh :( hope your cute dog feel better very soon !

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  44. Hi Kerti. I read your post & felt so sad for you because I am a total dog lover & would be devastated if something happened to mine. Then I scrolled down & saw her pic & about cried – I have a long-haired dachshund too! They look a lot alike! I am sending you both good thoughts – hopefully she will get better soon! Good in your interview!
    ps- I love your blog!!
    Bobbi

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  45. Never imagined you in simple jacket and hoodie but - AMAZING!
    Hope your dog is okay :) xx

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  46. I hope your dog is doing well!
    I am obsessed with the how you get your pictures to sparkle, I must learn how to do that...maybe you could do a tutorial in a future post?

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  47. woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow *O*

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  48. what a sweeet dog :D And your blog is fantastic!

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  49. Love photoshoot!!!
    i like colors!!!!
    very cute dog:):):)

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  50. Very beautiful pictures. Cute dog.
    Why do you rarely write a blog? When will the new post?
    So want to see your new photos! And I want to know in order if your pet!
    Sorry, I do not know English language.

    xx

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  51. Wishing Nossmon gets better soon! She's a wee cutie and she's very lucky you're there to take care of her!
    My lil Jack Russell was v.sick just before Christmas and the vet told us we may have to think about the unthinkable. We're so glad we didn't take our vets advice, as after we did research & bought some different kind of medicines my lil dog made a great recovery! I call her my lil miracle-pup! I sometimes feel that others don't understand how people feel about their pets. They're part of the family!
    Wishing you lots of Get Well wishes from Scotland,
    Nikki x x

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  52. Gosh, lihtsalt pean seda ütlema :D Iga kord kui teen oma järjekordset blogituuri ,ja satun sinu blogisse, olen ma alati amused sinu blogist. Esiteks on juba see hämmastav, et see on eestlanna blogi kuna ta on stiililt nii erinev ja nii mõnus. Teiseks on selle blogi kvaliteet kõrge, head pildid, mõitlik ja mõnusalt loetav tekst ja kolmandaks on see blogi iga kord inspireeriv uutele tegudele :D Tõepoolest, ma kommenteerin üsna harva ja sinu blogi olengi vist vaid korra kommenteerinud, kuid jaa, võrratu. Plus veel see ka, et selles blogis on omamoodi meeleolu ja stiili. Üli hea ühtlane :D Sain vist kõik öeldud :) Keep going. Lemmik blogi hetkel :D

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  53. Hi Kerti! I love your blog and style. keep going!!

    check out my photoblog:
    http://timphoto.blogspot.com/

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  54. Poor her. :( I hope she gets better soon ! :*

    And i love your blog and pictures. *.* wich photoshop are u using?

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  55. Hi! nice blog!!
    Would you like to follow each other?? I always follow back = )

    I love to have new blogger friends and feedback!

    kisses from La Mode En Rose = )

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  56. Dear, i have two little cat, you should take her to a big hospital , hope everything will be fine~

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  57. i really hope she gets better soon! I understand you right now!
    I love so much all animals in the world, and when something happen to them,i suffering a lot:// One mouth ago i had to put injection to my Husky:(
    Hugs for u and your pretty dog!!

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  58. The penultimate image looks sooo cute :)

    sweetheart greetings from germany :D
    http://marquicee.blogspot.com/

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