Monday, January 27, 2014

I live in my own little world. But its ok, they know me here.

I'm finally feeling a bit better. Just wanted to thank you all for the lovely comments and words of encouragement. Losing a friend however small or furry is terribly hard. And I know I'm going to be sad for a very long time, but as Stephen Chbosky so nicely wrote down “Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody.” So I am going to pick myself up and dust myself off. 2013 was an amazing year for me. Not only did it just flew by but I feel like I really challenged myself this year and stepped wa-haaay outside my comfort zone - of which I am very very proud. So here it is past year rolled up into a sugary ball of photographs. Some you've already seen and some you have not. All in all it was a great year - there was a lot of packing and moving, hard work and effort, countless sleepless nights, great success and twice as many failures, profound joy and indescribable sadness. But hey, I did it, and yes, I would like a medal, thank you. :) Anyway I hope you like the pictures and be sure to tell me what you think!

Vaikselt hakkangi ennast juba jälle inimesena tundma. Ja tegelikult tahaks üldse teie peanuppudele ühed kiisupaid litsuda ja südamest tänada imearmsate sõnade ja kirjakeste eest. Sõbra kaotus, olgu ta siis ükskõik kui väike või karvane, on väga raske. Ja seda kurbust tunnen ma veel pikka-pikka aega, aga nagu Stephen Chbosky on nii kenasti kirja pannud: “Things change. And friends leave. Life doesn't stop for anybody.”, siis on aeg nüüd need õnnetud killukesed kokku korjata, end tolmust puhtaks pühkida ja edasi liikuda. Aga enne kui siin suure hooga minema torman, viskaks korra veel pilgu möödunud aastale, mis oli kindlasti üks meeldejäävamaid. Pressisin ennast hammaste kirgisedes oma mugavast pesast välja ja sundisin olukordadesse, mis mõned ajahetked tagasi oleks mind hirmust öökima ajanud. Aga no kurja, mina olen enda üle uhke, sest selgus, et olen üks tubli väike inimene ja ühe medali võtaks ka jah, aitäh! Ja nüüd ongi teie ees see imeline kolmeteistkümnes - kokku pakitud üheks suhkruseks postituseks, mida soovitan nautida ühe mõnusa tassi kohviga. Oli palju kolimist ja veel rohkem pakkimist, metsikult tööd, vaeva, unetuid öid ja pikki päevi, imelisi õnnestumisi ja sama palju ka läbikukkumisi, oli palju rõõmu ja kirjeldamatut kurbust. Loodan, et pildid meeldivad, ja nagu ikka, olge tublid, mu hiirekesed :)

(I used CanonEOS 600D and 50mm lens for the photographs)
(Lace blouse from Choies.com and the acrylic box bag is also from choies.com)
Gabrielle Aplin - Home

66 comments:

  1. Oh, beautiful pictures !<3

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  2. Where is the last dress from? I want it, it is so perfect <3

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    1. Oh thank you so much! I actually made it myself. Well I made the cream top and paired it with a mint underskirt :)

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  3. Keep the loved ones in your heart and you'll find them in all your work and art. And that can just be a good thing :)

    Thanks for these refreshing and inspiring photos!

    Im sending you lovely greetings and the goldest golden medal for what you've done and reached last year!<3
    Hannah

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  4. i love your pictures! they have so much life, passion and love in it!
    wish you a good year ♥

    maze

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  5. Minu teed oma karvase sõbrakesega läksid täna lahku..üle 6 aasta toredaid hetki. Aga eks tuleb võtta kaasa toredad mälestused ja raske periood üle elada…See tõsiasi loomade võtmisega, et nad peaaegu alati elavad oma inimesest vähem ja siis on nii kahju, kui nad siit ilmast lahkuvad.

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  6. "Nothing. Nothing lasts. And that in a way is the beauty of it all." Tom Ford
    I adore this quote. I also, as always, adore your art. Here's to a lots more in 2014! Wish you the very best <3

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  7. Oh, Kerti.. Sa oled nii soe ja nii siiras ja lihtsalt uskumatult tugev inimene. Pilt Nossust sinu reisikotil tõi pisarad kurku ja nüüd kirjutades isegi silma. Sa oled minu jaoks tõesti üks võhivõõras inimene, kellele ma oma hingest imeilusat elu ja kõike head soovin! Ma tõesti loodan, et 2014 tuleb sinu jaoks veelgi parem ja meeldejäävam kui seda oli 2013 sinu jaoks. Parimaid soove soovides, Eliise.

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  8. Love it! Your pictures are gorgeous :-)

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  9. You are amaizing, and this photos are.. are until no words. You're very creative and I can see this in your work :)

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  10. your photos are lovely, as always. :) <3

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  11. Sinu pildid on alati nii pehmed ja õrnad ja soojad ja lendlevad ja tekitavad nii hea tunde ja sa oled ääretult tubli tüdruk, ma küll ei tunne sind, aga elan sulle väga kaasa ja loodan, et kõike, mis sa elus ette võtad, saadab edu! :)

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  12. Your photos are just amazing! :) Also your drawings are just perfect :) Love your blog, it's lovely and it always make my day better! :)

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  13. Beautiful! <3 I love the way you "look" at things through your camera, looks like a magic world!

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  14. I'm so glad you're back, sweetie! And the photos are absolutely amazing, I love them.

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  15. Pretty as a lot of pictures, love the light. The ups and downs are what life is all about.

    /Avy

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  16. love the pictures, they're so perfect.
    i adore the one of the point shoes the most since i am a ballet dancer myself and it just makes me glow with joy <3
    xx ish
    http://www.tiny-heart-beats.blogspot.com

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  17. you're photos are so incredibly beautiful! you've always been such an inspiration! <3
    i'm glad you're feeling better! :)

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  18. You always have so cute pics and I love your art! So talented and beautiful girl :)

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  19. Beautiful photos! I especially love the one with the ballet slippers!

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  21. Love these pictures!! Especially your paintings and the ballet shoes!

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  22. Your pictures are simply amazing.You're one of my biggest inspirations, blog-wise! :)

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  23. I'm in love with your pictures!

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  24. your photos are always so gorgeous, dreamy, inspirational and charming! love all of them, and i always look forward to seeing your posts : )

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  25. so nice words even so sad...

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  26. you're beautiful omg <3

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  27. I love all the paintings that appear dotted around in your photos, beautiful! Hope you feel better!xx

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  28. Such a lovely summary, Kerti. I can feel that every piece of art comes directly from your heart.
    Furthermore, I wish you all the best to overcome your sorrows.

    Lots of love,
    Matthias

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  29. Love your dreamy pictures, so wonderful!!

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  30. it is such an inspiration :) thanks for sharing

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  31. Ma nii fännan su loomingit! Tõsiselt andekas oled!

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  32. It's so good to have you back! I really missed your inspiring posts... :)

    And I hope that this year will only get better for you! :D

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  33. Kerti, I found your blog something about year ago, because I'm interested in finno-ugric languages and I think, that Estonian is so beautiful <3 I'm fascinated in 'northern lands' too, so I'm visiting your blog and viewing your photos from Iceland with pleasure :) It's great, that you have your own style - it appeals to me :) Your photos are taken so well and they take the reader away to the dreamland - it's amazing feeling :) And I love reading you posts - in English and Estonian - I'm better in Finnish, but when I start learning Estonian at the University this October, I think, I'll be better ;))
    I can't wait to buy some clothing for your future collections :) Have you already some sewed by you clothes or now you're learning in Iceland and after that you'd like to create clothing for sale?

    btw. I love the aesthetics of your site :))

    Kisses and hugs,
    Marentora :)

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  34. I'm so sorry, Kertii. My furry little friend (bunny) passed away in October and I'm still mourning every day, although I recently got myself a new pet.

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  35. What a beautiful post and song.
    I really wish you a lot of peace in your heart. It really hurts, I know. You deserve lots of happy moments =)

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  36. I'm sorry you're going through a rough time. I love these photos.

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  37. Stay strong. Your pictures are breathtaking as always, I love them!

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  38. true nice post :D i like the girl on the road :D

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  39. Hi, nice pics! do you live now in Iceland? Is it so warm there, that you can walk without coat?

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  40. very inspiring photos! truly beautiful...

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  41. Apppppi, kuidas ma armastan Su kunstiteoseid. Need on lihtsalt võrratud! ;)

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  42. Beautful photos <3 I love them ! ♥♥♥ You've got great blog ! ♥

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  43. What a beautiful blog I have discovered :')
    May your lovely friend rest in peace and loving the gracious song~

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  44. Hi ! First of all, beautiful blog ! Such an inspiration.

    I wanted to ask, are you using any extra flash for your pictures with canon 600d ? And if you shoot by night, does this camera with the 50 mm lens give you a good quality?

    Thanks Frida

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  45. From Maria:
    I have been reading quite a decent amount of blogs for the past several years, different outfits that girls put together, ideas for decorating and cooking here and there.. I never leave comments and I don’t have my own blog. I came across your blog some time ago and I look through your pictures a lot, because they are …beautiful would not be a word I guess…they do something with me I cannot truly describe. But it’s wonderful. When I was reading about your little friend tears were running down my face and it happened so quickly like I just responded to your sadness, the one you wrote about, the one people can’t name with simple word. And at this moment I felt a rush, impulse rather, - to write a “comment” thing for the first time. Normally people write that “your dress is beautiful” or pictures are amazing…I wanted to say that your Soul is beautiful Kertii and you make everything around you look and feel like a whimsical world from a book left somewhere in the childhood days, when everybody believed in fairies. You are the real one. If I could be there with you at the moment your little friend was drifting away with my hand on your shoulder, I wish I could do something, anything so the pictures of yours would never be black and white again, because I want you to know somewhere there’s a friend in this world with you. You’ve achieved so much , you worked hard and your pictures, drawings and designs are brilliant work. I would like to get something you made by those hands with butterflies on them…Thank you for being YOU

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