Wednesday, January 8, 2014

So this is where we part, my friend.

My furry little friend passed away on Friday. Rested her soft head on my lap, sniffled her last little sniffles and with a deep breath she was gone. And I just felt such profound sadness - I guess the kind of sadness people write books about or turn into paintings. I hate goodbyes. Hate them more than anything. So I just kissed her nose and said I'll see you soon, because I know our time will come again.

Reedel lahkus minu karvane sõbrake. Peitis oma pehme peanupu mulle sülle, nohises oma viimased nohisemised ja ühe sügava hingetõmbega oligi läinud. Nii suurt kurbust ei oska ma maalida pildiks, ei seada sõnadena ritta. Soovin lihtsalt oma armsale head teed, sest tean, et meie aeg tuleb taas. Kiisupai, mu väike Nona.

Winona
2002-2014
Foals - Spanish Sahara

52 comments:

  1. Oh Kerti, I am awfully sorry for you. I never had a pet, but I can imagine how hard it hast to be, to say goodbye to an important life-companion. Hopefully, you will overcome your sorrow very soon. Then you can think back to all the beautiful moments. I wish you all the best!

    Favorable whole-hearted wishes
    Matthias

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  2. Äärmiselt kahju Sinu mukist! Olen ise koeraga üles kasvanud ning hüvastijätt on midagi, mille jaoks sõnu ei jätku. Loodan, et neil oma mukide pilve peal on hea ja kontidest puudust ei tule :)

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  3. Kerti, I know all your feelings, I've lost 2 cats and I still see them in my dreams. I'm sure she lives a beautiful life with you. And they're waiting for us somewhere.

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  4. I know what you feel. It is horrible, but stay strong. Now your fluffy friend is in a better place, and you can adopt more dogs or cats or whatever you want along your life. And one day you will be sitting around all the animals you had, and you'll be happy together.

    Life continues. Stay animated :)

    Kisses from Ukraine!

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  5. I'm so sorry, I lost my cat last year and I still think about him. I'm sure she has lived a wonderful life besides you. Stay strong, kisses from Spain

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  6. Kõige siiram kaastunne. Saadame oma poolt kallistused. Ole tugev.

    Eliise ja tema taksinässakas

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  7. Nossu oli kõige kallim nossik terves maailmas.
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A0Dc8DtVxb0

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  8. Oh Kerti, this is really sad. Hugs to you. ♡

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  9. i have tears in my eyes :(
    i'm so sorry...... wish you all the best!!!!! ♥♥♥

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  10. I started crying from the first words. guess you cought me off guard and having a pet myself, I can't imagine what it's like. time will make it better. that's what they say, right!?

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  12. Siiras kaastunne ka minu poolt!

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  13. I feel so sorry for your! She looks beautiful and so sweet. <3

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  14. oh i'm so sorry... it's so hard when they leave. they should be able to live longer.

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  15. I'm very very sorry. I like this explanation, though, by a 6 year old boy, which he gave when his own dog had to be put down.
    He said, “People are born so that they can learn how to live a good life – like loving everybody all the time and being nice, right?”
    The six-year-old continued, “Well, dogs already know how to do that, so they don’t have to stay as long.”

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  16. I feel so bad for you. And her. xx Elli

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  17. Kaotasin ka ise hiljuti enda 16.aastase lemmiku. See on paratamatult väga raske ja lohutamiseks õigeid sõni ei leia. Aga mõtlen sinule ja su armsa sõbra peale. Kohtute kindlasti taas!

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  18. I'm truly sorry... Goodbyes are the worst in our lives for sure. :(

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  19. my feelings =(

    xoxo'

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  20. I´m so sorry...I could only cry when I read this because my little Max passed away on August and I miss him with all my heart and soul.
    I know how painful it is and I´m truly sorry.

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  21. Always so touchy!!!!
    Maybe the one with the dog is my fav.

    Sara

    http://7-sevendays.blogspot.it/

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  22. aww... i had a kitty pass away in november, so i know exactly how you feel. xoxoxo

    ~Chantilly

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  23. I'm so sorry for your lost! I hope you feel better soon but remember she's always in your heart.

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  24. I'm so sorry, sweetie.. Stay strong, I hope you feel better soon. *Lots of love and hugs*

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  25. I know exactly how you feel, i lost my Lucky, my good old dog just few weeks ago, he died in my arms too ... i just love him so much a i think of him every day, im sending you lots of love

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  26. Oh no. I am sorry for your loss, I hope you feel better soon. But if it helps: the pictures are really great (as always). I can feel with you through them.

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  27. so sorry for your loss, hun! hope you're doing ok! losing someone (human or pet) is always the hardest thing, but it'll get easier, even though it doesn't feel like it when people tell you so xx

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  28. You are my idol, i am in love with your posts. I love the pictures, they say so muuch from emotions.

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  31. I'm so so sorry for Your loss. Stay strong xx

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  32. Lemmiklooma kaotus on karm. Ma tean seda. Loodan, et Sa saad temast üle (kas just täiesti üle, kuid alati on tore mõnikord lahkunut meenutada) ja Sul läheb kõik hästi. Palju inspiratsiooni Su tegemistesse ja loodetavasti blogid taas. Ma olen juba väike fännitar, ei teagi, kuidas end kutsuda? :D
    Kallid-paid sinna ja stay strong!

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    I am very sorry that you have lost your pet.
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  34. horrible feeling! stay strong!

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  35. It's always so hard to say goodbye to a beloved fur friend. They're such special parts of our lives. It's wonderful that you were able to be there with her when she passed on and that you have such a positive feeling about seeing her again. I'm sure she felt the love as profoundly as you feel the sadness.

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    your blog is so fuckin´ great :-)
    Leonie
    www.pilot-leonie.blogspot.com

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  37. So sorry for your loss, hope you feel better and I feel you as a fellow dog lady. For a second I thought you were quitting your blog when I saw the title, please don't ever do that :) stay strong <3

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  38. Such a lovely post, so sorry for your loss! xx

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